Dear Brothers and Sisters in the SACRED HEART of Our LORD
Me, my dad and Brother just prayed the Rosary (My other brother and mom were already asleep). Dad asked to pray the Rosary (This came after a night of arguing twixt mom and him) and I was really cranky/mad when He did. When we finally got around to praying it, I was still mad. I mean, mad. I don't mean kill him mad :eek: , but still mad. For what conceivable reason, I do not know. Then I had angry thoughts that lead to a blasphemous one that I did not want (Thanks a lot ocd :mad:). My head is a little bit cooler now, finally, but still a little bit wound up. I think I was wound up because I hate seeing mom and dad argue (It doesn't happen a lot but its annoying nonethless). I had a very enjoyable day, I could not complain about one thing until now. I felt like a little demon. What can I do when something like this happens? What could this be? As every time we start praying the Rosary (When dad requests it), I always flare up, angry. Normally, I like to Pray the Rosary alone etc, but when dad asks to pray it as a family, I cringe and I don't know why. Anyone here got a clue what this could be??
Me, my dad and Brother just prayed the Rosary (My other brother and mom were already asleep). Dad asked to pray the Rosary (This came after a night of arguing twixt mom and him) and I was really cranky/mad when He did. When we finally got around to praying it, I was still mad. I mean, mad. I don't mean kill him mad :eek: , but still mad. For what conceivable reason, I do not know. Then I had angry thoughts that lead to a blasphemous one that I did not want (Thanks a lot ocd :mad:). My head is a little bit cooler now, finally, but still a little bit wound up. I think I was wound up because I hate seeing mom and dad argue (It doesn't happen a lot but its annoying nonethless). I had a very enjoyable day, I could not complain about one thing until now. I felt like a little demon. What can I do when something like this happens? What could this be? As every time we start praying the Rosary (When dad requests it), I always flare up, angry. Normally, I like to Pray the Rosary alone etc, but when dad asks to pray it as a family, I cringe and I don't know why. Anyone here got a clue what this could be??