I don't know if I'm not hanging around the right people or how this has happened but I never used to be scrupulous before I became Catholic. This is a venting post for me as I almost feel like if I do one little thing wrong it's hell unless I go to Confession. Why are some people in the Church like this? I'm sick of living in fear that I can't put a foot wrong or else!! I'm sick of living in guilt all the time. As I said I wasn't like this before I became Catholic. For example - a Priest in Confession once told me that I should never talk anything about anyone.. Then in Confession I was firmly asked about the sins such as my overeating whether I'll do it again. Far out!! I'm obviously not as perfect as the Church wants me to be and I'm starting to give up striving so hard for perfection. It's really wearing thin. I can't do this anymore. I'm almost in tears. What happened to God being loving , I don't feel it anymore. Sorry if I've offended anyone. HELP!!
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