I recently made a decision to stay in Arizona. I initially came over two years and thought of it as a mistake. I was never at peace. I willed to move to a place that did bring me peace - it brought some consolation to me. The day for departure neared, and I became more and more peace, as though my soul shattered came together and formed increasing coherence.
My family vehemently fought against my move. Some even cited scripture and insisted strongly that the Holy Spirit could be behind a possible job opportunity in Arizona. I am tinnitus riddened and frequently tired from it. It's hard to fight and hard to keep my bearings amid additional noise and protest.
I conceded that staying could an idea and applied to the job suggested to me. I am not at peace with it. I feel as though my soul is coming apart. I have no desire to speak to anyone. To fight is hard, as I rest poorly with my affliction.
I can't stress enough my need for prayers.
God help me.
Thank you for reading this. God bless you.
My family vehemently fought against my move. Some even cited scripture and insisted strongly that the Holy Spirit could be behind a possible job opportunity in Arizona. I am tinnitus riddened and frequently tired from it. It's hard to fight and hard to keep my bearings amid additional noise and protest.
I conceded that staying could an idea and applied to the job suggested to me. I am not at peace with it. I feel as though my soul is coming apart. I have no desire to speak to anyone. To fight is hard, as I rest poorly with my affliction.
I can't stress enough my need for prayers.
God help me.
Thank you for reading this. God bless you.